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I’m a student at the Department of Mathematics and Statistics in the University of Jyväskylä and currently trying to wrap up my Bachelor’s degree. When I listen to music, Opeth, Slipknot and Dream Theater are most likely the bands I’ll choose. I also make interesting/rubbish YouTube videos during my finite spare time. They can be watched(some memes and HM speed/combo runs without any commentary) from my YouTube channel. I also really enjoy the Hotline Miami series.
And yup, I’m a Finnish fellow, perkele.
Saatana.

“Sisu is a grim, gritty, white-knuckle form of courage that is typically presented in situations where success is against the odds
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deciding on a course of action and then sticking to that decision even despite repeated failures.”
-(https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sisu)

Sisu is the true essence of being a determined Finn. Through sisu I practiced martial arts for 5 years and served in the military. For my surprise I have even managed to cope with my long-lasting depression and suicidal thoughts for so long, in hopes of eventually overcoming them.
UPDATE: I’m slowly starting to lose all hope. I can’t beat depression.
I’ll never be happy again.