Thisie

Hey I’m Thisie. Stuff that I luff: ice cream, puppies, kittens, rainbows, shiny stuff, and running around in circles in till I fall on the ground barfing. Stuff that I don’t luff: people who shout a lot, small enclosed spaces, the dark, and things that have big pincers. Thisie (pronounced like the first part of thistle followed by ey) is from the name of an anthropomorphic character that I made. He’s a fourteen year old bobcat from the suburbs I pretty much based him off of me (except of course those tufts of fur on his face and his ears make him way cuter then I’ll ever be). I’m a hypocrite because I hate war and violence but love violent literature. I have no life and probably never will as you can tell from the fact that I’m even bothering to write this. Yes I am a “furry” and no matter how much it might displease you the person that I am in a romantic relationship with is the same gender as me. I really don’t understand why some people think that just because the person who I share the most intimate part of my life with has a penis instead of a vagina I must by default be some sort of lower life form. Me and my boyfriend love each other and I see no reason why either of us should have to be ashamed about that. Gay is not who I am a lot of people seem to believe that just because I’m gay all I do is sit around all day masturbating and molesting kids. That is not true I have a life I have my own problems, my own fears, questions, and beliefs that have are not controlled by the fact that I’m gay. To all you people who say being gay is “unnatural” look around you. Practically everything that we have discovered since the Stone Age is “unnatural”. All of our most effective medical techniques are unnatural. All of our best agricultural equipment is unnatural. Computers which are now everywhere in the world and used for every kind of job are about as unnatural as it gets. Even if all of you people are right about gay people being unnatural you still have to prove that being gay is bad. Also many people seem to think that because I like writing stories with anthropomorphic characters I must also have sex with dogs in my spare time. I don’t understand where this stereotype came from. So I enjoy writing about animals with human characteristics. What is so wrong about that? Is there some sort of arbiter of laws out there who says that anthropomorphic animals are evil? If so I would very much like to know why. I have never committed any felonies because of my “furriness”. I have never forced anyone to appreciate anthropomorphic animals in any way. Knowing all these things I am mystified by all of the people who hate and reject me just because I happen to like animals that stand on two legs. If you have real reasons to fault me for enjoying anthropomorphic art and being gay that go beyond your own personal opinions and the rumors that you have heard then I would be more than happy to discuss those reasons with you but if not then please let me live my life the way I want to live it. Every human deserves that much. Also to all you religious people out there who say “god created Adam and Eve not Adam and Steve” yes I know but let me point something else out; the christen god is said to be a god of love and thus if he gave me and my boy friend love for each other he surely must have known what he was doing. If god is truly a being of love and you profess to follow him how can you claim that any love is evil? Do you say that I and my boy friend do not love each other? If so I can tell you with absolute certainty that what we share is love. We have always trusted each other completely with our deepest secrets and most privet feelings from the time that our relationship first became romantic. We know each other as well as we know our selves and in some ways maybe even better. I value his life more than my own and I know he feels the same way about me. If those things are not love then please tell me what is. You can change my world. You can take away the things that I love and destroyed all that I believe to be beautiful but there is one thing that you can never do no matter how much power you have. You cannot change who I am. I will always be me and I will always be proud to be me.