TheGayDude

I write love poetry, I really am gay, I’m a virgin… I have a bad past.

When it comes to games I’m usually pretty good and ran a few professional video gaming teams.

When it comes to anime I’m impatient and addicted, if I like something thats an american dub I’ll look it up online and watch the whole thing in Japanese (though I can hardly speak Japanese)

When it comes to life… I’m a soulless nearly friendless prep. I really want to have some close guy friends but all my guy freinds are just fake clones of eachother who I’m forced to hang out with or be alone. Girls love me and want to date me…. Haven’t met a guy yet htat I liked beside Noah and Andy but those are two very long sad stories.

POEMS

I’m afraid

I can’t look your way without my body freezing,
Whenever I’m around you I forget all else
You torture me with doubts of your feelings
Yet I doubt you know of mine own
Though I wish to be honest but I may not
Everyday at school I see you
When our eyes meet I must blush
Yet you seem to eye me
In an at least equal amount
I wish to tell
But I fear losing you
I must tell
For my own doubt
To be gone
And to be held
In your
Loving
Arms

Hollow

The year between us now repeats times of three (not enough space on line)
To each of you I lay a piece of my heart
Yet the remnants of myself feel hollow
Without you as my reason what reason is for I?
Time is said to heal all wounds
Why is mine becoming deep

Feign of disinterest

A brief twitch as our eyes meet
Hurriedly I assume my strut onward
Seemingly uncaring for thy existence
Could you know of my devotion?
My unsated need of your love?
Day to day I put forward my façade
Fearful of your reaction.
How could someone so important
Though only so to I,
Possibly care for someone as lowly as me

These last two are shit so i’m not going to try to reformat them. I wrote them when i had to do certain criteria to prove to a teacher i wrote my own poetry. She made me put in certain lines to prove i wrote it and still have it make sense.

Lonely

I feel so very lonely

Standing upon my feet, scarred by months of constant travel,

Legs thin and wobbly seemingly to weak to hold.

A waist that is disfigured, a bone protruding from the side.

My chest contracts rapidly, gasping for air

One arm remaining, the other lost over time

Two fingers remain, one lost to each love

An inhuman abomination upon my head

Scarred from millennia away from humanity.

Ignorance

Way down deep inside my mind

I know it’s impossible to forget

To forget a wondrous love

No matter how I regret my feelings

My heart refuses to forget

Way down deep inside my mind

I tell myself to stop trying to forget

No matter how I acknowledge your disdain

I cannot forget my love

Way down deep