JJisdabest

Hi!
Josef here…

I feel like writing something special, something different than what I usually write here.

As most of you readers already know, I live at a mental hospital-like facility with closed care, which means I am not allowed to leave whenever I want. I have stayed here for two years and I feel like I haven’t come anyway in my rehabilitation, not in learning nor in self-control. I live with the hope of some time in the future meet the people I love and get to live a somewhat normal life with them.

I know I have ideologies that…well, mildly expressed stick out. I am sure some of you know that I hate the order and women I find pretty, and my ideologies is something I have close to my heart. It is the part of me I like the most. It is not easy to live with opinions that are far apart from anyone elses. It fills me with anger and sadness everytime I see common events that goes against my ideologies. It could be that a man gets arrested, that a conflict gets worse, that a dog gets love, that a man or child gets hit, that a depressed woman who wants to die finds joy in life ect.

Relevant:
https://youtu.be/Jd8ribqMDb0

I also want to thank everyone of you who gives me attention when I write in chat. Good or bad. It fills me with pleasure to read whatever reaction I get. I know some of you hate me but dah, you hate me for the person I love to be! Suit yourself.

Lastly I want to say that I am planning on writing a new story :o
If you haven’t already read the last story I wrote, you can find it here. The new story is not going to be as grotesque as my last one. I haven’t really planned what the story should be about yet, more than about a girl that is filled with hate and hates everything and everyone. Really, it’s just in its swaddling. I will post a link to the story when it is done from kong.

See you!

JJ