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and maybe a happy ending doesn’t include a guy, maybe its you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. maybe the happy ending is just moving on. or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.
What’s good? Call me as you please.Im eighteen(: I live in Chicago&& I’ve gotten sick of this place. Save me? I make a lot of mistakes, I don’t make good choices, and half the time I don’t think about what I’m doing. I believe life is just a horrible dream, we just keep living over and over. I have a hard time admitting I’m wrong. I’m complicated, hard to understand, and I have a shitload of issues. I can honestly say I don’t care what you think of me, and nothing you say can get to me so, go fuck yourself. I can only look you directly in the eyes if I’m completely comfortable with you. I have trust issues, I’ve been stabbed in the back, and I’ve had people walk away too many times. Show me you won’t do the same because I’m tired of the bullshit, and from now on, once you’re out of my life, you’re not coming back in. I’m not intelligent but, I’m not stupid. I hate judgmental people. I won’t judge you if you disagree with what I think, infact, I won’t judge you at all. I suck at making decent first impressions. You’ll probably think I’m an ass when you first meet me but, I’m only an asshole to those who irritate me, or those who give me reasons to be a bitch. I’m really nice for the most part, though. If I can make someone smile, I won’t hesitate to do so. I tend to put others before me, I help others before I help myself. I have a big heart. I’m a lover. I plan on living life to the fullest because you only get one shot at it. I don’t know where my life is going right now, and there’s a possibility that with the choices I’ve been making, I’m going down the wrong path but, who gives a shit? Music is a really big part of my life, I honestly don’t know what I’d do without it. I have a few close friends, and they literally mean the world because they’ve always been there for me.
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Eventually you love people – friends or lovers – because of their flaws. I myself, am made up entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions.I’m not a little girl anymore, I’ve learned who to trust, & who to ignore. who is there and who is not there for me.I like to smile and act like nothing’s wrong I suck at expressing my feelings, i usually keep my feelings all locked up. Sometimes I wish I had a time machine to make certain things better, but I guess it’s true that everything happens for a reason. I trust a few people. I love it when people make me laugh; you’ll always find me with a smile on my face, I laugh at almost everything the littlest things makes my day, i always get my hopes for no reason and i really, really miss the feeling of butterflies. i have phobias of heights and losing the people around me. i get upset over little things that normal people wouldn’t care about; i really do hate over thinking things, but i can never stop myself from doing so. my mind is always tangled up in thoughts. i don’t depend on anyone because i don’t want to be let down and have nothing. i have learned that people lie, and stab you in the back to get where they want in life. if you’re going to start drama join a play, because i’m already caring the weight of the world on my shoulders i’m Ronnie & my life is what it is, I`m not letting anyone hurt me.Love is just as much as an object, Everyone finds it everyone seeks it, The one who finds it Will Cherish it for the rest of there lives
“As you get older you will gain a bit more control over everything. Don’t let anyone, even your parents, break you. Find good people who care about you and surround yourself with just them. If you can’t find them at first, find good music and fall into it, let it hold you until they come. -Davey Havok "
My addictions;;;;Cell phones,peace tea,, musicmusicmusic, tha’ homies, Family,SkinnyJeans, the beach, Bracelets, Sleeping ,Perfume, Sweats, Lip Gloss, Vans ,$$$$ ,Love , High Fives, Hugs,Black&Red, Laughing, Food, Memories, Cameras,Texting, swimming, RoadTrips,DisneyLand, Pictures, Talkingg, Writing Notes, the rain,the snow, cold weather, slurpees, rollercoasters, movies, computers, twilightt, gum, dogs, & YOUUU .
Im Ronnie, im too fucking nice.Buy me some peace tea, and ill love you forever. I sleep on the colder side of the pillow.. I have a huge heart. I can be a bitch. I play guitar.& write, cry me a river. i tend to be annoying. my baby sister is my whole life, simple enough? (:
loving you was easy, losing you was hard. loving you is still easy, but knowing you are no longer mine, is the hardest of it all

“Two souls with but a single thought,two
hearts that beat as one ~John Keats”
“Never take someone for granted,hold every person close to your heart.because you might wake up one day and realize you lost a diamond while you were collecting stones..”
Life isn’t that easy for those who dream.
The cannot take away our self-respect if we do not give it to them.These children learn from cigarette burns, fast cars, fast women, and cheap drinks,It feels right,All these asphyxiated, self-medicated; take the white pill, you’ll feel alright And if it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart, the only dream that mattered had come true. In this life, I was loved by you. -colin raye “Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.” -John 3:16